The Plow

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"It wasn't what I expected." 

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But, I've grown more than I probably would have otherwise. You know how you have to plow a field and rip it up into lots and lots of pieces before you can plant it? Have you ever felt like what you're going through is like a plow on the field of your life?

Yep. That feeling.

You need the plow, you need the seeds, and you need the rain if you ever want to see growth. Trust the gardener. His name is Jesus. 

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"I thank you, Lord, for giving me roses, while I'm learning to praise you for the thorns." - You Are Good, Promise II Album 

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